Tuesday, June 24, 2008

21 weeks and counting...

So, I've got a baby bump. I'm definitely in the "Gosh these pants are soo tight" stage and thinking that all of the tricks of fastening the button on my pants with a rubber band or getting one of those belly bands will be a necessity in the next couple of weeks. Here's a picture we took last week, when I was 20 weeks.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Live from Nepal...

Here's the long-awaited update. Sorry it's so late - several of you have asked about it.
So, Nepal. The quick details of the trip are that we traveled for 3 days, hung out in Kathmandu for 2 days, and trekked for 15 days. Here's the break down of our trek:

3 days of travel to get to the Tazig region
9 men to carry our bags, tents, and kitchen supplies
11 days of trekking
1 day of rest
75 hours on the trails
over 125 miles of Tazig ground trekked

This is 'Dindy' carrying some of our bags. These guys carried between 50 and 80 pounds and trekked the same trails that we trekked. They are AMAZING!

The paths were varied - sometimes rocky, sometimes smooth, sometimes grassy, sometimes muddy, sometimes dry, sometimes snowy, sometimes sandy, sometimes incredibly steep, sometimes level, sometimes very narrow - only inches away from the edge of the mountain, sometimes wide, sometimes shaded by trees, sometimes uncovered and subject to the blazing sun, and almost always within the sound of the roaring river below or beside us! And one time, the path disappeared. Yes, I said disappeared. Apparently a there had been a landslide or something, so we just had to figure out how to continue and find the rest of the path on the other side. Our friend who invited us there led the way - he held my hand and led me through much of it. I was pretty scared and rightfully so. I mean, the path was unclear, we were walking on loose sand in some parts at quite the downward angle. In other parts there was literally enough room to place our feet on the land between the mountainside and the edge of the cliff. At this point, Daniel was holding my hand leading me and one of the porters grabbed my hand in the back to make sure I wasn't going anywhere. And...after much stress, we made it to the path on the other side!! God was faithful!!
At the highest point we, very unexperienced and slow hikers, hiked up to 17,400 feet. I can't really explain what that is like, but maybe it will help to say that we all commented a couple of days later when we were descending and were at 14,000 feet, "Ah, the air here is thicker and we can breathe more easily." Now, 14,000 feet is higher than many of the peaks we Americans ski in Colorado. That we were commenting on the ease of breathing at that height should give you some indication of what in the world it was like for us at 17,400 feet! We were never totally out of breath, but we'd have to pace ourselves as we ascended to that height. We would count out 50-100 paces, then stop to take 10-15 good breaths. It was crazy! But, oh-so-amazing.


One of our teammates said, "There aren't many things you do in life that you were unsure that you'd actually be able to accomplish and then are able to look back on it and say that you had in fact achieved your goal." And that's just what I feel like - there were many times I wasn't sure that I could make it to the 'finish line' that particular day. But, with God's strength in me, I did. And we all did!! And we've now experienced something not everyone gets to experience.

As for ministry, the trails were so difficult that prayer walking was also difficult. As we trekked we were very much focused on the next step and on breathing and getting enough water to stay hydrated. However, much of our ministry was being an encouragement to the man who invited us to come to Nepal in the first place. He said over and over how special it was that we would come and meet the folks he's been translating the scriptures for over the past several years. His family has yet to go out to the village because of different circumstances, and in his prior trips out there he's only gone with his language helper and a handful of others. We are the first from our church to come out to see his work. Looking back on the time we were with him, I believe one of our big purposes was to get to see this Valley where the Tazig people live. This is our friend's 'baby', and just as I know we will one day love having guests in our home to meet the little one who grows inside my womb now, he was just that excited to have us meet the Tazig people, his 'baby', and see what it takes to even get out to their village. For us, it was 2 days of travel from Kathmandu and 7 days of hiking up and over mountains and in rain and snow to reach these people.

Meeting and praying with a couple of the seven believers in the village was also part of our ministry. Can you imagine? Seven believers among the entire people?!??! And they live tucked away in a valley between the mountains - hidden. One night in the valley we met with two of the believers. We walked in the dark with our flashlights - not because we were going in secret, but it was just dark. (There's no electricity in the village. In fact, we weren't around electricity for 12 days.) Daniel made the comment on the way to the ladies' home, "It seems like we're going to visit people in the first century church." There was something really special about what we were doing. Something very holy. We were meeting with people who had chosen to leave Buddhism and follow Jesus. And, with little discipleship and no scripture in their language, they are following Him as babes in Christ. We spent the next hour or so in the home asking the ladies what we could pray for and praying over them. One thing that asked pray for was to grow in their faith. They recognize that even after 3-4 years of following Christ, they are still infants in the faith. The book of Mark has just been translated in their language, but they are an illiterate people, so the translation will have to be recorded and then it will be useful for them. For now, the Holy Spirit is their Guide.
Nepal was amazing. And we learned so much. We learned that when God told us to go to Nepal and gave us a peace about me going with the baby, that He wanted us to believe Him that He would take care of me and Daniel and baby Audi. And He did just that. We all came home healthy and the sonogram showed that the baby is growing just as he should. God is good! I often let fear overtake me while we were on the trek. Fear that something was wrong with the baby, fear that he wasn't getting enough to eat, fear that I was expending too much energy. I'm so thankful that I am married to a man of great faith - a man who regularly responded confidently and tenderly with, "God has sent us here and He is taking care of you and of the baby."

We return to the States with a sense of responsibility to pray for the salvation of the Tazig people and the growth of the 7 believers' faith. We count it a privilege to have walked among them and seen the land God has placed them in. Although they seem hidden and tucked away between the mountains to us, our God sees them and cares deeply about them! What an indescribable God!

Thursday, June 05, 2008

drum roll please....

We are off the hook for paying for a wedding for our first child! Yep, that's right...he's a BOY! :-) Here are his photos. Isn't he handsome!??! The first one shows he's a male. The next two are pictures of him, head on - his face is at the top and the two longer images on the left side of the picture are of his forearm with his hand right up against his temple and his knee scrunched up touching his elbow.
It was such music to our ears to hear his little heartbeat yesterday at the doctor's office after having taken him on a 2 week trek through the Himalayas and up to 17,400 feet. The sonogram man measured his head and femur, etc. and said that he is right on schedule for his November 3rd arrival date! We are so grateful for God's faithfulness to keep this little boy growing inside of me despite all of the energy I burned while trekking and despite the lack of fruits and veges while there. GOD IS SO GOOD! We are praising Him for our son.

A sweet addition to the story: After the sonogram I had to go to the bathroom. Daniel stood in the hallway, holding the sonogram pictures of our son. I came out of the bathroom to a teary-eyed husband who said, "That's our son!" It was such a sweet moment. Some of the sweetest moments of my pregnancy so far have been those moments with Daniel - hearing his tender comments after visits to the midwife. It's really been the greatest joy in this journey!
Here's a closer up shot of picture number three from the top photos.

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

31 Flavors for 31 Years

Daniel turned 31 on May 11 and we had a Baskin Robbins birthday party in order to celebrate. It was his fantastic idea to have it there since their theme is "31 Flavors". It was also his fantastic idea to have people bring gifts with a "31" theme. So...he got

31 strings of Twizzlers
31 ounces of candy
31 quarters
$31 gift card to Target
and other sweet gifts from friends.


We had a great time celebrating with absolutely fantastic friends! We are so blessed to have the friendships that we have here in Fort Worth. Great folks!
And then, we left for Nepal the very next day. More to come on that a bit later.

Thursday, May 01, 2008

Farewell, Jimmy Changa.

Life is fragile. Sometimes our morning light is darkest before the brightness of the dusk, and sometimes tomorrow's sun fails to set without rising on the promise of yesterday.

And sometimes a good friend bids us farewell. Yesterday at the ripe age of 23, James Changa, known to all of us as "Jimmy" left this world...but will never leave our hearts. He'd been Daniel's driving buddy for 5 or so years. Sure, he had his flaws. He drank too much--sometimes a whole can of power steering fluid in a month. He didn't have what one would call a functioning air conditioning system. And sure, you might have had to hold your soda cans in your lap since he was born before the invention of cup holders. But let's focus on the positives. He, uh, let's see...ah yes, he had an engine. And mirrors. Oh, and he had an analog clock so you could know what time it was even when the car was off. A sweet soul. Lots of memories.

As you can see, I spent a lot of time weeping over the loss of my dear friend Jimmy. Who can really understand these things? It was simply his time to go. All I can do is believe he is in a better place--perhaps the recycling center.

You see, Jimmy had pretty bad breath. And the state of Texas said his bad breath was making our air dirty. So the state said it'd give us $3000 if we junked our friend Jimmy and got ourselves a newer buddy with better breath. What can we say...we sold Jimmy into slavery. Perhaps this makes us bad people, but we did what we did. And here's our new buddy.

We haven't found out his name yet, but for now, let's just call him Mr. Toyota Matrix. We think we'll be friends for a long time.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Guess what we heard?!?!?!

Today Daniel and I went to see my midwife. Yes, midwife...we're having a baby!! And today, for the very first time, we heard baby Audi's heartbeat. I'm 12 weeks and 4 days today. The little one is due November 3.

You may also know that we are traveling to Nepal in a few weeks. And, yes, we are still going. My midwife has given me the green light and we've also gotten the green light from an American doctor who is friends with the folks we know in Nepal. She knows exactly what we'll be doing on our trek in the Himalayas and has lived and practiced medicine in the country for several years.

This baby already has such a blessing over his/her life. The doctors have not only said it will be okay for me and the baby to be in the Himalayas at 15, 16, and 17 weeks of pregnancy, they've actually said the timing is PERFECT! I love that about God - His perfect timing. He knew that this trip was planned. And He knew that little baby would be conceived at the perfect time to allow for us to go on this last trip together overseas before our family expands. Sure, we'll continue to travel after the expansion, but this will be our last trip for a while, just the two of us (technically speaking ;-))

Another amazing thing about baby Audi. Six people have had dreams about the baby, three of them being refugees that I tutor. I'll start with the one that came last summer - almost a year ago.

-I was tutoring Marian Omar and she said to me, "Miss," (they all call me and all other women 'Miss' rather than 'Mrs.') Anyhow, she said, "Miss, I dream about you last night. You have 2 babies. What do you call that? Twins?" "Yes!" I told her, but told her we weren't pregnant and definintely I wasn't having twins. :-)

The next three dreams were shared with us during the week before baby Audi was conceived.

-I called Habiba Omar, Marian's sister, to say hello. I don't tutor her anymore. As soon as she heard it was my voice on the other end of the phone, she said, "Miss, are you calling from the hospital? I dream you have baby girl and call me from the hospital. You say, 'Come, Habiba, see my baby girl!'" I told her we weren't pregnant and kind of laughed. However, I saw my small group leader, Nikki, the following night and she told me she had something to tell me.

-Nikki told me that she had three dreams about me in one night...and it was Friday night, the same night that Habiba dreamed I was pregnant. In all three dreams, she dreamed that I was pregnant!

-That same week, I was at Catholic Charities and a co-worker of mine and Daniel's came up to me and said, "Kim, I had this dream about you this week and you were pregnant. You had this cute little pregnant belly!"

We thought it was interesting that three people had dreams about me being pregnant, all in the same week, but we actually thought it was the Lord just encouraging me. I tend to be a hypochondriac and would occasionally say that maybe I couldn't get pregnant. And I was sad about the 'what if'. So, I believed God was just saying through those people's dreams that I would be able to bear children. End of story.

Well, 5 weeks later, I took a pregnancy test and....the results were:


After we began telling friends about the baby, we heard of two other dreams people had about the baby.

-Sakina, a Congolese refugee who is a strong believer and is one of my students, replied to my telling her that we are having a baby with, "Miss, I know. I dream you born baby boy."

-Izehi, a dear friend who now lives in Turkey, upon hearing our news told me that before she moved to Turkey over a year ago, she had a dream that Daniel and I would, in fact, not be moving to Turkey with her and our other friends who moved there, and she also dreamed that we were expecting a baby!

It's really so sweet to hear that the Lord is speaking to dear friends and sweet refugee students about our child. We are humbled and encouraged. We believe the Lord has divine plans for this child!

baby Audi at 6 weeks, 4 days

When we return from Nepal, we'll have another sonogram and find out if baby Audi will be a 'he' or a 'she'!

Friday, April 18, 2008

Tour de Cafe

Three years ago at Catholic Charities' annual 'Tour de Cafe' I had just started volunteering with an ESL class and walked up the stairs with two little African children from the ESL class in either hand. Little beknownst to me, I would meet the man who would become my husband that night, and his initial attraction to me would be my apparent love for internationals. You can read here for the rest of this story under the "How We Met" section of our "KNOT" page.

The 'Tour de Cafe' has been a special event for the past two years because of that. However, not only is it special because it's the place where I met Daniel, it's special because it's the night when we at Catholic Charities celebrate refugees by having a coffee, tea, and treat tasting of food from all over the world as well as music and art presented by the refugees. This man is a former ESL student of mine and I currently tutor his son. Daniel is his employment case manager. He is from Burma and of the Karen people group. He is a phenomenal artist. Here are some samples of his paintings.I also tutor four of the kids in the this family. The father, grandmother, and baby stayed home this night. There are 10 people living in a four bedroom apartment - grandmother, parents, and seven children. Can you imagine? They are such a sweet family with hearts that love the Lord. During Christmas Catholic Charities gives Christmas gifts to our families through Toys for Tots and private donors. I was teaching ESL to these parents at the time and got to deliver their Christmas gifts. The oldest daughter wrote me the sweetest letter thanking me for the gifts and speaking blessing over me from a passage in Psalm 12. So sweet!


Saturday, April 05, 2008

Easter Sunday at the Audi household

He is risen! Hallelujah, Jesus Christ is risen indeed! We celebrate His victory over death and His coming forth from the grave. And what better way to celebrate life than to sow new life into the ground!
Daniel and I spent Easter Sunday afternoon together planting flowers in the front bed at our house. We planted gerbers and petunias and after weeding the flower bed we saw that some of the gladialas we planted last year were peeking through the soil again, ready to grow into beautiful blooms again this year.

Have you ever thought about the miracle of growth - human life? trees? plants? flowers? We transplanted some of the flowers, but we also planted seeds for morning glories and moon flowers and zinnias. I said to Daniel, "Isn't it amazing that water and good soil will make this seed sprout and a beautiful flower will come fort from the dirt?" Amazing. God's design and order are absolutely amazing!

purple petunias

pink gerbers

the front flower bed

Easter traditions

I think I've reverted back to being a child...or, maybe I never grew out of being one. Either way, I still enjoy painting Easter eggs and going on Easter egg hunts and all of the fun traditions of Easter weekend. Of course, I know the weeekend is really about celebrating Jesus. And we also did that!

Traditionally my family has a big get-together in Ruston on Easter weekend, but Daniel and I had decided that we'd done enough traveling from January to the beginning of March that we didn't think returning to Ruston for Easter would prove to be restful for us. So, we forfeited the Easter egg hunt and picnic at Uncle Sidney's and enjoyed a long, relaxing 4-day weekend here in Fort Worth. Part of that weekend included having a co-worker and her husband over for lunch on Saturday.


Daniel and I had been wanting to invite Khadra and her husband over for a while and finally got around to making the time to do it. It just so happened to be Easter weekend. We had never met Khadra's husband before and were looking forward to meeting him. He is Somali but grew up in Iraq and also lived in Germany for quite some time. Boy did he have stories to tell. Khadra had told me that he loves traditions and cultures, so we thought that we'd celebrate some Easter traditions with them during their visit.


After our picnic on the blanket outside Khadra and I came inside to prepare the eggs for dying, and the boys stayed outside and Daniel learned much about Mahmoud as he told him stories of his life in Iraq and in Germany. Then, we took turns coloring the eggs with a clear crayon and dying them. Mahmoud suggested to put them back in the carton in the shape of a cross since we were celebrating Easter - nice cross, huh? Then Mahmoud suggested that we hide the eggs for each other and have a mini-egg hunt. So Daniel and I hid some eggs and Khadra and Mahmoud found them. Then, they returned the favor for us. Don't we know how to have fun!?!?!!?

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Mom and Dad Audi's visit

I know. I know. I've been tardy on my updates lately. I'll do my best to get somewhat caught up tonight.

Daniel's folks came for a visit several weeks ago. Daniel's dad is Arab which means he comes from a family that loves to be hospitable. And hospitable he was! We went out to eat at the steakhouse and had pizza and barbecue and... I mean, aren't we the hosts/hostesses supposed to be the hospitable ones? We of course didn't complain! We had a great time with them and with Josh and Elizabeth.

We took them down to the Stockyards, the place out-of-towners 'must see' in Fort Worth. Mom Audi even got on the back of the longhorn!

Then we took them to the Water Gardens in downtown Fort Worth. I had never been before - here we are, after having walked down maybe 50 steps to be in the center of water falling down the rocks that surrounded us and flowing into a drainage system at the bottom.

This was their first time to come down for a visit other than coming down for Josh and Elizabeth's wedding. We think we enticed them to do it more often, though.